and finally the tears

but they don't help, it's like i'm too tired to fully cry or something so it just sits in my chest. you continue blaming me and talk about "reconnecting" why can't you just do something to help with this why does it have to be me, i don't say enugh i don't do enough i can never do anything right why can't i just be good enough and enough for you to love and want to be with why does it have to be this wya why why